13/11

It's done. It's done. Months of agony, just gone like that. I still can't believe i got this done and over with. Oh God, grant me an A for Biology and Sciences. I stayed up till three in the morning burning the midnight oil. I want a 16. I want a 16. To celebrate the end of it, my clan and i decided to go Seoul garden. Whooping 176 dollars. Tsk. But it's Ok. It's all you can eat. (: Being a carnivorous for the night. Finally post pictures. Not the prettiest sight of me. Learn my lesson to never meet a guy after eating Seoul Garden, cause you'll smell like a roasted pork.


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Siti at the side.
















The holy. The wacky. The smarty.






















With Zenobia. Still think i will look prettier with makeup.

Then went prom dress shopping. Took the whole day to find. Use to be 79.90 then discount till 49.90 and it's the last piece! Woo. Must look like hotcakes on Monday's Prom. Don't fall for me. Ok, whatever. Tried shopping in Ion. Omg, too Expensive. One hideous shoe for 189, whereas in Far East, can even find a 3 dollars shoe. Widening gap btween the rich and poor, obviously i'm in the poorer side. Still need to buy/lend shoe and a nice necklace and hairband. 100 dollars gone in a day.

















Too frumpy. Told you i gained weight. & no this is not the dress.


& Hu-Ha, send me home after that. Still can take pictures though. I don't look for looks anymore. If you're nice, you'll catch my eyes. He's the nicest person ever, and i thought guys like this didn't exists anymore. I like guys, that are able to compose themselves with confidence even though they lack the looks factor. We are so similar, physically and mentally. He has droopy eyes, so do I. He's goofy, so am I. And etc. He's a pretty good catch. But i change my mind easily.

























Coming Soon... As if, I'm not easy to fall for.

my heart has bled in the past. So many things left unsaid. But with you, it's all surpassed. The only love i want is pure and true, not a love full of lust and lies.

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Should i just puncture a hole in my bank account for a hand phone?
This is my dream phone.
Why?
Because it's fat.
Because it's sleek.
Because it's sexy.
Because it's a camera phone.
Because it has a stylo name; Satio.
Because it looks like my face; Flat in the front, thin on the sides.
Well said right?

Got the urge to post about something, suddenly lost my inspirational touch. Ah yes, to sum it all, i'll just phrase it.

" Just realized that beauty and brains are nothing compared to a person with a heart of gold."

It's been a while I've been in touch with God Almighty. Sometimes i wonder whether he has the heart to forgive me. I know he's a forgiver. He's probably distant away from me. I just want to change for the better. Be a better person. They say, if you get closer to God, you open up, and you shine within. Urgh, done so many sins. & i better stop saying ; fuck. Filthy word. No short skirt. Guess YC and Fana, would be wearing bikini. Nadira, do not wear. No. No. No Sakae Sushi. No Mos Burger. The end is near anyway. Don't want to die, being unpure. Maybe find someone who can change me for the better. Teach me values. Tell me the purpose of living everyday, is for the sake of god. Still wondering, whether God still loves me.. I'm so seeking for spiritual guidance after O's.

O level? Forget it. I've screwed my English Paper. I'm not suprised if i failed or get C6. Can't believe i wrote out of point. Lol. Maths, it's ho-hum. Sciences, Think i did preety well. I hope get B3 or A2! Duh, slept at 3.30. Humanities, maybe can get B4. Haha, Poa : F9.

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