title: dammit. It was so surreal. The dream. It was almost ethereal. Your smirk. The girl you left with. i couldn't really see her face. It was all fuzzed up. All i knew, she had long, straight black hair. The constant ring from my cell, broke the visions of sadness before. " Unknown number" it said. And so i thought, you called. The unsophisticated voice of yours. It was the soothing melody that ushered me to sleep everynight a year ago. At that moment, i felt safe. The feeling of comfort. Who would have wondered you'll call after? Where have you been?
Was i ever anything to you? Who are you to wonder in and out of my life without any notice? What am i? What do you want? You left. Four months ago. Leaving me, speechless. Alone. And totally ignored. It's all about you isn't it? You leave whenever you like? You return bringing euphoria with you, and left with ignorance. Have you tortured me enough? Crying everyday for one year? Three hundred and sixty five days. Wasn't that enough punishment for me leaving you? Dammit. Just when i finally found someone who's worth better. Where the heck were you? Leave me forever. Yes, you were right. Everyone has a bad past. Unfortunately, yours is the one i could not disregard. |
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