{throw it away, forget yesterday.}


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| Иа∂īяα |
I'm a retard in the making.
I have a crazy obsession, with boxers.
Extrovert by day, an introvert by night.
Maturity does not grow with age.
& i hope that explains everything.

& My ultimate goal?
Perfection.

Done.

tatas,
i know you love me. xoxo.


{I've promised myself. to never cry over not being pretty enough.}


music.


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com


friends.
Jovena.
Fazlina.
Dellie.
Najiha.
Kelly.
Fana.
Kristie.

thanks
© * étoile filante
inspiration/colours: mintyapple
icons: cablelines
reference: x / x

past
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
title: Hallelujah.
date: Monday, January 11, 2010
time:10:47 AM
After month's of busting my ass by sitting on my pink chair everyday, 12 hours, it finally paid off. It's a 15 baby, suck it in. The most jaw dropping news. B3 for Maths. Who would have thought a cuckoo brain like mine was even capable of that? Never felt so smart in my life. Pftt. But, i started from scratch alright. 3 months, of doing Maths Papers everyday. I deserved it. * Pat's own back. *

And comb. science? An 'A2'. Studied for one half months only.
A whole 2 years of straining? B3 for Biology. Terbalik dong.

The most embarrassing thing, C5 for English. Cheese bun. And people say i could write novels. -.- Must be because of the jippies. It's alright you don't need to know what's jippies. POA? F9. I slept during the papers. Duh. :p
Humanities? B3. Besttt. :D

Hu-Ha, followed me to school today to take my results. I just want to thank him for being the only man, that has been with me, when times are hard during O's. I'm glad he could share my joy on that day too. Vise versa, i shall go throught up's and down's with him too. Darl, we have our lives mapped out in front of us. I hope out love can make it come true. :D ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I've promised God Almighty that if i ever get 16 and below, i'll be His faithful servant and worshiper. Imagine if broke the promise, He'll probably say this, " Oh Nadira, behold the wrath that awaits you. I have granted you your oh so desired wishes and alas, you betray the pact you had made with me. Suffer the karma that you deserve! "

Lols. Enough drama. I planned to memorize new prayers.
(P.S : I actually don't know the right way to pray. Shhh. Hu-Ha! Teach me! )


Today, i was on the way home. An Indian man and a malay woman sat beside me in the train. I heard the Indian man whispering to the malay woman, " Ehk, lawa seh yang sebelah. " And both of them stared at me head to toe. I was cursing in my heart, " fml." The woman said this. " Ehk lawanyer. Are you malay? " I showed her a ----> -.- face. "Yes." I would be more pleased if a hot matrep were to say that then a banglah and a random malay woman. In what way am i not look like a malay? Must be my Edward Cullen look alike skin.
Shuttup. Let me have my kembang moment please. Thank you.








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